Sunday, March 04, 2007 2:20 AM
overwhelmed.today met grace to pass her mummie's+grandma's redpackets for her.
but when i was reaching parkway,
i realised i forgot to bring it out.
so smart of me.
we walked around.
ate at mos burger.
went to espirit to buy grace's clothes.
then met changjin.
i missed her.
she bought me a new set of vcds,
because her ex lost two of the vcds i lent her.
accompanied changjin to eat.
that's all.
the rest of the day ..
before leaving, i apologised to her.but she looked as if she hated me...overwhelmed;
is what i feel now.
the taxi driver that drove me home scares me.
he drives darn fast,
and i was darn scared.
i thought he wanted to kill me.
and i was glad.
it's the first time i'm like that after so long.lost, with no one to turn to.when all i'm searching for is hope,yet all i found was nothing but pain.please don't make any more of those promises you can't keep.
i want to remember how to love someone wholeheartedly,and not because i have to.i want to remember how to forgive someone because i want to,not because i can't help but to forgive.
